My AS pain was horrible. When I look back on it now I can't believe how much I endured. Way worse than a tractor transport making a gash and bleeding profusely. Of course, the AS pain is not visible to anyone - which makes it seem so unbelievable to anyone except the person who is feeling it, and of course their partner who has to hear the moans and groans.
This is all to say that the pain I endured for that year was so real it makes me sick to think about it now. Really. It makes me nausious. It is five months since I went to the mines. The recovery has been amazing. I just came in from doing yard w0rk. I am replanting my lawn. I have been raking, picking up rocks, doing some heavy lifting, trimming back plants, up and down, up and down, watering - you get it. I am fine.

I am back to school and going to work, thinking about kids who don't turn in homework assignments - not the pain I used to feel with every move I made.
I want to go back to Montana in October. Not because I hurt, but because I have been told that on each visit you just feel better.
Mom is great, but she wants to go back too. She has totally quit her oxygen - even at night. NO MORE!!!
Once I was lost, but now I'm found. What more can I say?
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